Sending good vibes to all of my trans comrades 
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Sounds like you've made huge progress and that the meds have been really good for you. Just realising things like that you're bad about self sabotaging is really good honestly, good realisations all around. You'll feel great when you work through that fear. Awesome to hear.
If I can pry a bit, have you been presenting femme at all and if yes has it gone well?
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i've been kind of presenting femme? i basically dress like the boymodder meme, woman's skinny jeans + massive oversized hoodie/sweater, but i do occasionally go out with painted nails and such. also everyone i know with the exception of my family calls me my preferred name and i'm out to everyone. i mostly just present androgynous with a feminine slant
it's gone mixed. some people gender me correctly, others don't
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Nice, can't lie the boymoder meme has some drip. Comfy uniform, skinny jeans are awesome imo. Grats on being out to everyone! I think if you're dressing andro-femme and getting gendered correctly some of the time, that's goin' well tbh.