I'm like legit annoying. i annoy everyone with weird af obsessions like the smell of a CRT monitor playing a lightgun game on the ps1 and a pixel out of alignment of a stupid retro game thats not ported properly.

Why tf do i care about this shit. Oh the bits aren't in alignment, the CRT filter is wrong. The LCD isn't ghosting right. The wall texture is wrong

My heads full of shite. But idk anyone who has this much pointless media nonsense in their heads. I'm so lonely.

The question is errr. How do i be normal

Edit: unfortunately the advice assumes that i don't know how to pretend to be normal i very much do and have been doing so for years. Its a pantomime pretending to be a human it makes me feel nothing just a list of preprogrammed responses. Thanks i guess but its not really helpful tbh. I know I'm a wrong person my issue was more how i BECOME normal not pretending to be normal, pretending is easy because i do it every day. My real me is what people don't want and as far as i can tell here its really not wanted in general. Actually that does help, it tells me I'm not wanted lmao which i already knew so stupid to even ask