No problem. I also asked that I've just been questioning myself recently. Like, I've gotten some happiness and excitement in looking at MTF transition timelines (and not in the "good for her" sense), I saw a trans girl with a similar facial structure to me, and thought "it would be nice to look like her", and felt some excitement looking at women's clothes. And I've always hated being in the man's role in dating.

But like, I also don't hate my body, other than just thinking I'm a little too chubby, and feeling a mild bit of envy about how women can have more diverse body types and still be attractive. My dick still feels like mine, and I don't hate it. So I don't know.