You need to talk to your roommates. They can't be buying shit off of Amazon with your money, that's not on. Just set out to them that from now on, all you will pay for is your rent and shared bills, food etc. If they want Chipotle, they can buy their own. If they want weed, they can buy their own. You shouldn't be subsidising them, that's bullshit.
When's the last time they bought you Chipotle or weed or whatever?
OK. They still need to be paying their fair share for rent and bills, and not relying on you to get them shit they want. Tell them you're not gonna buy them weed and Chipotle any more.
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What’s the quickest way for you to get new roommates, or a new place to live? What obstacles are preventing that from happening? If it’s just sympathy you’ve misplaced it.
Unfortunately, and I say this as somebody who has been homeless, you’re going to have to go through the painful experience of putting yourself first. It’s going to feel bad to be “selfish” and “self-confident”, and the people who will be hurt (the ones who are hurting you right now) are of course all victims of the same system.
These problems are terrible, the social relations you’re stuck in are terrible, and those determine your reality, but they’re not actually unsalvagable. You need to survive to help them. Don’t kill yourself over getting manipulated into buying some poor assholes weed and Chipotle.
You have a gift. You have a chance. If anyone in that living arrangement is going to get stable and help the poor, guess what? It’s you. You are weapons-free and justified to hurt their feelings when it’s time to survive.
I will send you aid at the start of September
There’s plenty of rooms for rent in Oregon. Find one that you want, one that you can afford and maintain by October on your own pay, and we can do a mutual aid thing to cover any shortfalls in the moving process.
e-begging posts are kinda disliked everywhere, this is no exception
So if I donate I'm funding their habits? You set them straight or leave and I'll donate.
"I could fucking leave tomorrow but I’m afraid of being yelled at" Leave and don't tell them.I'm poor as fuck, I have no spare change. So whatever I give takes away from what little I have. She said she could leave, and that's why I said she should and I'll support that with what little funds I have.
sorry if I came off rough. You don't deserve to suffer. But don't let those assholes take advantage of you, you deserve to be treated far better.
why don't you fuck-off thinking that's what i meant. When did I mention taking personal responsibility.