You don't have to feel bad for him btw, yeah its fucked up what he got subjected to with MKUltra but the fact that his response was for the most part "I'm gonna kill guys for knowing how genetics and psychology works or going to a computer store" instead of "Im gonna get revenge on those fucking feds" and then not having any remorse for getting random secretaries or students caught in the crossfire literally just makes him a piece of fucking dogshit.