What you did was courageous as fuck, please be aware of it. Getting shot down when you open up is really horrible, but please don't let it make you close up on yourself even more ; even if the response wasn't a success, the act in itself, the fact you managed to muster up the courage to open up, that right here is a big, big success over yourself.

I hope you manage to get back up on your feet soon enough! And don't forget the most important: you rule!