I've noticed that in recent months it takes me hours to get started on work each day. Like, I might try to start at 7:00 but I'm not really getting much done till like 10:00 or 11:00. It's a problem since I'm paid piecemeal and not hourly, so the sooner I start the sooner I get done (and I want to be done as soon as possible). But I find that I spend so much time screwing around in the morning. Eventually I do get going and I'm pretty focused. But the first few hours are rough. Every day I kick myself for not getting started sooner, and every day I repeat it.

It's not depression. I do (relatively) enjoy the work I do. My current theory is I'm just majorly sleep deprived (I have little kids), so my brain is kinda mush and unfocused when I wake up. Curious if anyone has any ideas or if you have something similar going on.

  • SoyViking [he/him]
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    2 年前

    :this:

    I feel the exact same way. If I don't get my funny drugs my brain is like an engine that won't start whereas I can actually get shit done (both the shit I have to do and the shit I want to do) if I'm medicated. It's not a miracle cure and I still have times when my brain just grinds to a halt but it's much less than before.

    Drugs are good. You should do them.