Being alienated from the products of my labor makes me sad, being trapped in a 400sq ft apartment with no room for activities makes me sad, trying to figure out how to get some property to get out of here without being in debt to the bank for three decades makes me sad, giving a shitload of money to my stupid landlord every month makes me sad, the earth melting tf down makes me sad. Damn, this capitalism shit sucks
There's just something dystopic about cities, especially apartments to me. It's like you're surrounded by people, but it's too many to know or something. It's like an awkward isolation while being surrounded by people. I'm not articulating this well, but it was the impression I had.