I sorta ghosted a girl because after our first date which we got along great on I immediately got super self conscious about my social awkwardness and the fact my place is a fucking mess and I'm depressed all the time. Shit sucks man. Really good at the flirting part with strangers for some reason can't take more than like two steps further.
Not to get too personal, but have you considered that you may be reluctant/afraid to get close to people? Those periods come and go for me. Attachment theory informs attachment praxis.
Yeah I've had some rough endings to relationships in the past and didn't exactly have a healthy upbringing. The last one ended up with me cutting contacts with a lot of close friends because I couldn't bare to stay in contact with my ex, even indirectly.
I can relate to an unhealthy upbringing! Recognizing that your emotional patterns are the product of challenges you’ve faced is a big step forward in finding something you like.
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I DONT WANT THE RONA
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HOW DO I BLOW SOMEONE WHILE SOCIAL DISTANCING?
I DONT KNOW ANYONE WITH A SIX FOOT COCK!
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But then they can't pull my hair...
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If you think that's bad, you really don't want to know the other stuff i'm into lol
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"It's very European, you see, Europe leads the way in sexual exploration. Quite frankly, I think it's time we caught up."
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I just want a penis and/or vagina in my face
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We return to the whole deadly pandemic killing my sex life thing
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I sorta ghosted a girl because after our first date which we got along great on I immediately got super self conscious about my social awkwardness and the fact my place is a fucking mess and I'm depressed all the time. Shit sucks man. Really good at the flirting part with strangers for some reason can't take more than like two steps further.
Not to get too personal, but have you considered that you may be reluctant/afraid to get close to people? Those periods come and go for me. Attachment theory informs attachment praxis.
Yeah I've had some rough endings to relationships in the past and didn't exactly have a healthy upbringing. The last one ended up with me cutting contacts with a lot of close friends because I couldn't bare to stay in contact with my ex, even indirectly.
I can relate to an unhealthy upbringing! Recognizing that your emotional patterns are the product of challenges you’ve faced is a big step forward in finding something you like.
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It's also kinda hard right now with Covid and all.
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