• HornyOnMain
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    2 years ago

    Fuck she’s younger than me. And those scum killed her

    I don’t even have the heart to put up a burning british flag. This country is rotten to the core with fascism and it has the arrogance to pretend to be progressive

    I’m genuinely starting to consider just forcing myself to stop examining my gender and never transitioning to a women or something in between for my own safety. In the newspaper today on the front page there was an article calling for stopping all trans care for teenagers (it used puberty blockers as an example). I just feel so tired of this disgusting corpse of a country

    • GenderIsOpSec [she/her]
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      2 years ago
      cw: mentions of suicide

      These fucking pieces of shit want to force us back into the closet, they celebrate each one of us that commits suicide and delight themselves silly when we are killed. Fuck these people. Do NOT let them win, you deserve to be happy.

      I waited until I was 32 before transitioning, and this time has been the happiest in my life, if you're even slightly wondering just do it. If these fucking sewer dwellers get mad, they can eat shit and die.

      • HornyOnMain
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        2 years ago

        Thanks for your encouragement. Im only 19 right now and gender is fucking weird, I’m not sure if I’m a trans woman or what, but I’m certain that I’m definitely something that isn’t cis male and I think I want to start hrt as soon as possible and then see whether I want to continue or not.

        I’m a complete mess of a person, and my dad’s really transphobic because he basically gets all of his opinions directly from British right wing news sources (he also gets vaguely antisemitic and racist against Italians when he drinks), I think his opinions are malleable enough that if it turns out that I am trans and I came out he’d probably come to accept me as a woman but I just can’t be sure and that’s so scary.

        And also I have a genetic hair condition that means my hair is really short and straggly (not alopecia) and my sister also has it to a lesser degree and she always gets mistaken for a boy and I don’t know if I could take that.

        I’m sorry for dumping this on you in the comments I should probably write it somewhere else instead but I just need to get it off my chest

        • GenderIsOpSec [she/her]
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          2 years ago

          its cool :cat-trans: i cant give any "good" advice and i dont even know if you'd want any, but like other comrades have said waiting leads to nothing good. ill carry the visible scars for the rest of my life

          https://genderdysphoria.fyi/en/ this may be helpful

    • machiabelly [she/her]
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      2 years ago

      I transitioned because I knew that there was no other life for me worth living. Just remember that both paths take courage but only one has a chance of getting better.

      I send you all of my love. :cat-trans:

    • artificialset [she/her, fae/faer]
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      2 years ago

      Just adding my experience as well that I waited until 26 to start transitioning to make sure I moved out of an unsafe living environment, but I still regret not starting sooner. Ignoring these feelings leads to nothing good. It was so miserable having to wait.