The further away I move from liquor, the more visceral disgust I feel towards the substance. For years before I became an alcoholic, I had always maintained that alcohol is the absolute worst drug in every sense. Definitely the most inebriating, stupifying drug. Also the worst hangover with the exception of meth. My sleep is also starting to get a lot better now that I don't have to drink to get to sleep. There's no more shame from the immense effort that goes towards hiding an addiction. The further out I get, the more worth it it is
I find eating B complex and D has helped my body feel whole in general in the sense of not having to imbibe any substances in general for a physical stimulation such as coffee and I believe its mainly because I'm a bit deficient in those areas due to environmental factors
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