The rent is too damn high, can't have shit in California
They're gonna bury me with my badge 
Anytime I find myself vibing with someone my brain likes to ping me with "But you don't have your shit together."
thats stupid, no one has their shit together and there's not a checklist of shit you need to check off to be ready for a relationship and/or having sex
also "having your own place" being on that list is american suburban hellscape brained af, having roommates is actually good and efficient (or at least it should be)
I appreciate you trying to give advice but you don't know my situation and if it was just roommates it would be fine.
there's not a checklist of shit you need to check off to be ready for a relationship and/or having sex
There kind of is. There is such a thing as being unhealthy enough that you shouldn't be fishing for that sort of thing.
of course you might be in a state where you might pose a psychological or physical danger to any potential partner. there's a bar you can go below but I don't think there's a bar you need to rise above.
thats stupid, no one has their shit together and there's not a checklist of shit you need to check off to be ready for a relationship and/or having sex
The problem with this is if you don't have your shit together people will just skip you and get with someone who does. If you're choosing between two people and only one has a place, why wouldn't you just choose them? This wouldn't be that much of a problem if we still had third spaces where things like personality mattered. Since dating apps are heavily skewed towards one gender/position, those in the minority have tons of choice.
You don't need all of this to hookup or get a relationship, but you do need to convince someone that you're better than the people who do have it together.
I guess I'm presupposing that you might have other qualities that are attractive or that your partner of choice isn't incredibly shallow (the latter might be asking too much i guess).
Also this is all neoliberal "everything is a market" internalized bullshit. You are not in competition with every other guy/gal on the planet when it comes to love. It's about two (or more) people finding each other (which the lack of third places has of course made more and more difficult, but the apps aren't helping anyone)
I guess I'm presupposing that you might have other qualities that are attractive or that your partner of choice isn't incredibly shallow (the latter might be asking too much i guess).
It's not shallow to pick a more attractive or financially stable date to meet if you have limited information. We're not talking about moving from a short-term to a long-term relationship, we're talking about the barriers of entry to meeting with someone in a romantic context.
Also this is all neoliberal "everything is a market" internalized bullshit. You are not in competition with every other guy/gal on the planet when it comes to love.
I don't like that capitalism has commodified dating to the point that it is a competition with the millions of people around me. Love is not a market but dating and most avenues to meet are markets. When I go to a local furry convention, I can usually hookup with people out of my league. This is because I'm a top in an environment that is compromised of mostly bottoms. But when I go on grindr at my local city, I'm just another guy. Your competition in the environment affects your success. It's not fatalistic, but the macro trends influence how you do in the micro.
I know it sucks that humans are animals and beholden to our unconscious, but it is reality.
I don't even need to have my shit together necessarily I just need a place where I can fuck
I wasn't super surprised when I woke up and they had unmatched me, and I am starting to at least see some consistences in my attractive qualities and getting closer to figuring out my type (short, plump, with curly hair or short hair or short curly hair)
If you’re just trying to smash, then get a cheap hotel/ airbnb or something. Anyone that wants to actually date you and is worth your time, won’t care if you have roommates. You might not get laid straight out the gate, but that’s not really the entire point of dating for those seeking a relationship. At least that’s my take anyway, speaking as a heterosexual lady.
I mean I floated a hotel room and it didn't scare them away, but I assume they wanted to get their rocks off and found somebody else to fill that role
No joke just fuck them in some secluded place in public if you're both into that
For real, every young queer relationship is like this. Who amongst us hasn't fucked on a church altar at 2am Monday night
Are there any cheap hotels/motels near you? Might be the nuclear option and would definitely give off enormous "I'm cheating on my wife" vibes but it would do
I found a YouTube link in your comment. Here are links to the same video on alternative frontends that protect your privacy:
