Is it someone you see and immediately want to make out with/fuck? Because if I see someone who is aesthetically pleasing/interesting, I make the decision to try to get to know them as a person before I escalate things further. And I’m starting to think this is atypical because my track record isn’t great.
Is that just a long-winded way to describe an average crush? Does it vary from person to person?
my current interpretation of a crush is that it is someone who reminds me of something i can't remember, but once longed for. some door to a dream, now hidden by time and memory. i let these thoughts float down the river now, because they were just a person looking for the bathroom, not backstage passes to my attachment disorder.