This isnt a crisis post btw, I have care scheduled very soon

I highly suspect i have BPD and i just want to know if it ever gets better or easier to live with? 4 days ago i felt stable and now I'm back to completely losing my mind and cant reel it back in

Not even sure whats real or not about my emotions at this point other than being trans

  • morte [she/her]
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    1 year ago

    Some of the same stuff, struggling to form deep connections while craving a deeper emotional intimacy. Like i cant reciprocate almost. But currently i also developed a crush on someone super fast after one date and am spiraling out of control again. I guess i'm just afraid of being alone all my life

    • GaveUp [she/her]
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      1 year ago

      Everybody is scared of being alone. That's probably the most valid human emotion there is

      The best support I know how to give is that I understand your struggle with spiraling out of control so much when it comes to a romantic relationship. You're not alone in this one

      I've been seeing somebody recently and I am filled with the worst anxiety I've had for years until they respond to me. Then all of a sudden everything is perfectly fine for a few hours. I have 0 security and trust and I can already tell this is not gonna last very long because of me

      • morte [she/her]
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        1 year ago

        I've been seeing somebody recently and I am filled with the worst anxiety I've had for years until they respond to me. Then all of a sudden everything is perfectly fine for a few hours. I have 0 security and trust and I can already tell this is not gonna last very long because of me

        I feel so seen rn sadness