BIGGER AND MORE PRIDEFUL THAN EVER BEFORE trans-ferret trans-hydra

  • BountifulEggnog [they/them]
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    8 days ago
    dysphoria

    I think it falls into the dysphoria category. I am constantly uncomfortable in my body and it has only gotten worse the more I consider things. It feels too large, too manish, too hairy, its gross and I hate it. My body feels like a prison I am lugging around. I haven't gotten to try much girl stuff so I haven't really felt much gender euphoria.

    what would you gain right now from knowing you were trans?

    I would feel legitimate and like I have a plan to go forward with.

    • ValenThyme@reddthat.com
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      8 days ago

      it took my egg years to crack but i can tell you once i tried it 'shaving just a like bit to see how it feels' things went QUICK. Shaving my dark hair off was like cleaning my body and for the first time ever I looked upon my body with love and compassion and I wanted to take care of it. I have like fallen in love with mtself and care about myself and it's transformative.

      I wasn't sure I was a girl until i let myself see if i liked it and boy howdy do I love it i'm never going back.

      • BountifulEggnog [they/them]
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        8 days ago

        I already shave a lot, its the visible stuff that I still want to. I really like how you put that, it really does feeling like cleaning my body.

        That sounds amazing, I hope I feel like that eventually.