Idk why I’m writing this post but I just received my positive COVID test. I’ve been quarantining for the last 13 days due to a roommate testing positive. Now, I’m stuck in isolation for 10 more. I just feel fucking defeated. The world is ending. The state is collapsing. Everybody’s dying of a pandemic. We are so fucking abandoned. And I can’t even leave my room for the little bit of personal contact still allowed during COVID.
Thanks for being a place that I can come scream into the void, chapochat. I feel like less of a tinfoil hat wearing lunatic when I’m surrounded by my fellow lunatics.
I know it's not the same as talking to people irl but I'm here for you if you ever need to chat. I know I'm just some internet stranger you may never meet but I do hope you get better. Maybe some music will help. I recommend this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cnndERkkB20 It's Four Winds by Bright Eyes. I think it has been called apocalypse country. As the old world is dying maybe a new one can rise from the ashes. Keep posting comrade.