I recently took a full year off of cumming. Wanted to lock it in within my 20s. I wanted to save some money, stop buying tissues, and truly participate while abstaining, I kept jacking it with my friends, going to shows and orgies, just in an orgasmless state.
It didn’t make my life better, it didn’t make my life worse. I definitely saw how my hot jizzing moments would fit into part of a night, how cum and other substances can make myself and other people selfish and act irrationally, but it’s not like I didn’t know those things before, I just saw it more clearly. I also found that it was easy to fit into the pocket of cameraderie with other fucked up people, pick up on their energy and keep things positive for the sake of the vibe. The point being you truly can have a fun night with people without cumming.
All in all I think it made me recognize how cumming weakens the rigid framework that comprises your lucid self, and temporarily reorganizes it for better and worse simultaneously.
I recently started cumming on weekends again and while it is cringe, I really did miss semen. Don’t think I’ll be taking any more time off going forward unless I have kids. It’s fun to cum, even to excess. I did not miss unwanted pregnancies but that’s just the balance of the force.
I recently took a full year off of cumming. Wanted to lock it in within my 20s. I wanted to save some money, stop buying tissues, and truly participate while abstaining, I kept jacking it with my friends, going to shows and orgies, just in an orgasmless state.
It didn’t make my life better, it didn’t make my life worse. I definitely saw how my hot jizzing moments would fit into part of a night, how cum and other substances can make myself and other people selfish and act irrationally, but it’s not like I didn’t know those things before, I just saw it more clearly. I also found that it was easy to fit into the pocket of cameraderie with other fucked up people, pick up on their energy and keep things positive for the sake of the vibe. The point being you truly can have a fun night with people without cumming.
All in all I think it made me recognize how cumming weakens the rigid framework that comprises your lucid self, and temporarily reorganizes it for better and worse simultaneously.
I recently started cumming on weekends again and while it is cringe, I really did miss semen. Don’t think I’ll be taking any more time off going forward unless I have kids. It’s fun to cum, even to excess. I did not miss unwanted pregnancies but that’s just the balance of the force.