I was 21 when I was going through what you are now (everything went off the rails for me at 23 but that's not really relevant to this). To this day I think I had ADD but was very anti-ADD treatment back then because I saw too many friends get "zombified" by Ritalin and thought it would just kill my spark or something.
I hope I don't sound like I'm suggesting "making a list" lol. Is it just like motivation or boredom issues for you?
yeah i'm kind of old so being online 24/7 wasn't an option then it was more like "online sessions". I will say these days it's done something similar to me expanding myself beyond this rut i'm in. you've recognized the problem though so I think you've taken a good first step to conquering it.
I was 21 when I was going through what you are now (everything went off the rails for me at 23 but that's not really relevant to this). To this day I think I had ADD but was very anti-ADD treatment back then because I saw too many friends get "zombified" by Ritalin and thought it would just kill my spark or something.
I hope I don't sound like I'm suggesting "making a list" lol. Is it just like motivation or boredom issues for you?
I think I fried my brains by being online 24/7 and now I'm psychologically incapable of doing anything that takes any effort at all
I'm trying to come off of it but it is difficult
yeah i'm kind of old so being online 24/7 wasn't an option then it was more like "online sessions". I will say these days it's done something similar to me expanding myself beyond this rut i'm in. you've recognized the problem though so I think you've taken a good first step to conquering it.