Like ??? What's up with that? I was suicidally depressed for like two and a half years, tried killing myself multiple times and now I just go about my business as if that never happened. I legitimately can't remember what I felt like for that time. Like I know I was really depressed and felt really lonely and exhausted but... I have to imagine how that feels because I don't remember? Like what the fuck?
I've heard the same, and can support it anecdotally. I've just got no recollection of up to around 15 years old, and everything past that is spotty at best, especially the bits where depression was worse.