Like ??? What's up with that? I was suicidally depressed for like two and a half years, tried killing myself multiple times and now I just go about my business as if that never happened. I legitimately can't remember what I felt like for that time. Like I know I was really depressed and felt really lonely and exhausted but... I have to imagine how that feels because I don't remember? Like what the fuck?
i do not remember shit from middle school, and some of elementary. i have vague recollections of early high school. later than that goes better, but i still have holes in traumatic moments.
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