Idk. You'd probably be able to deconstruct it if you knew me irl but then I'd just ignore whatever you say because i have hateful preconceptions about myself because i spent the first 18 years of my life loved by nobody. My brains cooked there's nothing to be done.
Well that and everyone i meet really doesn't like me. Nothing to be done
Something i just remembered i don't exist online, on anything or anyones feeds, camera rolls, anything. I erased my online presence, nobody has ever taken a photo of me. I take photos of others. People are a memory for me but i don't exist for anyone else. When I'm gone I'm just an idea that no one ever captured. There's probably a good reason for that. I don't think i ever really meant much to anybody or anything.
Its funny i treat this as a new idea yet I've come full circle to this conclusion time and time again i just choose to forget
Idk. You'd probably be able to deconstruct it if you knew me irl but then I'd just ignore whatever you say because i have hateful preconceptions about myself because i spent the first 18 years of my life loved by nobody. My brains cooked there's nothing to be done.
Well that and everyone i meet really doesn't like me. Nothing to be done
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Something i just remembered i don't exist online, on anything or anyones feeds, camera rolls, anything. I erased my online presence, nobody has ever taken a photo of me. I take photos of others. People are a memory for me but i don't exist for anyone else. When I'm gone I'm just an idea that no one ever captured. There's probably a good reason for that. I don't think i ever really meant much to anybody or anything.
Its funny i treat this as a new idea yet I've come full circle to this conclusion time and time again i just choose to forget
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