Not that I am sad or anything lt-dbyf-dubois

(secretly though lowkey kinda sad)

    • FourteenEyes [he/him]
      hexagon
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      11 months ago

      My date canceled on me at the last minute on Monday due to family drama stuff (that does match up with stuff she told me last week, to her credit) but I'm just really sad and lonely and wonder if I'll ever actually get to see her, since we're really vibing over text

      I feel selfish and guilty whining about it on the Internet to strangers on the communist weirdo hexagonal bear website, but also I am drinking Kraken with Sprite and smoking the Devil's Lettuce and I just wanted to give her a big bear hug like I promised I would and that was cringe I shouldn't have said that but now I'm posting it cringe

      • Dirt_Owl [comrade/them, they/them]
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        11 months ago

        Haha aww it's okay dude, sometimes you gotta let it out. It sucks that you couldn't see her, but there's always next time! meow-hug You'll be okay, I know it!

        • FourteenEyes [he/him]
          hexagon
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          11 months ago

          I asked her if she liked The Shape of Water and she said it was one of her favorite movies, and then I referenced Galaxy Quest and she was all "are you trying to make me have a big crush on you" and you don't pass on that shit

          Thanks for the support, you always come across to me as an incredibly nice person who spreads love around frequently

  • CannotSleep420@lemmygrad.ml
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    11 months ago

    Is being emotionally numb and wanting to do nothing more than mope in bed to the point that I can barely take care of myself a form of sadness?

  • Othello [comrade/them, love/loves]
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    11 months ago

    sad-boi I gotta go to my local psl because I just moved, but what if im awkward and dumb. I met them once already and they are really cool and do cool stuff unlike me who is LAME.

    • FourteenEyes [he/him]
      hexagon
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      11 months ago

      Sometimes being lame makes you sad even if your new friends are so cool they don't care you're lame and like you anyway

      I don't even know you and I like you, you're named after the play starring the parrot from Aladdin

      • Othello [comrade/them, love/loves]
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        11 months ago

        you're named after the play starring the parrot from Aladdin

        LMAO.

        Show
        "Yours by this hand: and to see how he prizes the foolish woman your wife! she gave it him, and he hath given it his whore"- in the parrots voice. and your right they did wanna keep talking and talking to me. they liked my black panther facts. and we talked about mushrooms a lot.

  • Frank [he/him, he/him]
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    11 months ago

    I had nice dreams about being around tons of people at some kind of giant tropical "a bunch of people crash landed here and now they're having a party like a liquor commercial" thing and there were people everywhere and it was great and then I woke up and obviously that is not the case. So I'm eating microwave pizza at midnight and seeing what I missed today in the wild world of shitposting. Feesbadman.jpg

    • SmokinStalin [comrade/them]
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      11 months ago

      That was a deja vu vision. See you at the plane crash part when capitalism falls comrade susie-dance crab-party

  • the_itsb [she/her, comrade/them]
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    11 months ago

    Also, hey, thanks for making this post ❤️ my favorite medicine for bad feelings is finding a way to put some kindness out, so thank you for the opportunity you've created.

    • SoylentSnake [he/him, they/them]
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      11 months ago

      my favorite medicine for bad feelings is finding a way to put some kindness out

      My sister in Marx that's incredibly sweet & u are a real one for this meow-hug I should make this my go-to as well

  • Biggay [he/him, comrade/them]
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    11 months ago

    Cat died last week. She was always there for me and now it feels like my home is empty. I've had her for most of my life and I dont really know or feel the same about anything.

      • ElGosso [he/him]
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        11 months ago

        That works pretty good if you're sad for a little bit but if you're sad all the time it kinda stops working

  • take_five_seconds [he/him, any]
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    11 months ago

    coworker opened up about some relationship issues they're having and it felt shitty to hear. "i don't want to die alone, man". i'm not gonna go into specifics cuz issa smol community out here but i personally think they can get over it if they trust each other and are open to each other's positions. but i've also been blessed with a chill relationship for so many years i feel guilty even trying to give advice.

    tl;im drunk: i just want folks to be happy :(

    • FourteenEyes [he/him]
      hexagon
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      11 months ago

      Same, just want folks to find people they can lean on

      Working on that myself

  • GeorgeZBush [he/him]
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    11 months ago

    Yeah I just have no desire to do anything. Lyme is kicking my ass, but it's just exacerbating existing depression and anxiety. I don't really have any ambition, my enthusiasm for even the few things I semi-enjoyed has been sapped, and I really feel alienated from everyone around me. It got so bad I literally had like a derealization episode. I felt like nothing was real and I was going to blink out of existence.

    I want to enjoy things and have actual friends but goddammit. It's all pretty dumb considering people out there have real problems but holy fuck, I've backed myself into a mental corner. I feel like I've crossed the event horizon in my life and I'll never escape now.