I’m way worse off than I was 4 years ago but I’m on the road back I hope, most days I don’t see how things can get better but some days I really push myself to keep working. Taking the LSAT in January been working hard studying and I really want it all to go well and things to get better because I look i have a serious problem with self loathing like I really think I’m a pos. Obviously my mental health isn’t going to magically get better if I do well on the test but I hope some personal achievement can help me change my self image a bit, just really in the gutter and most days I don’t feel like I deserve to be better.
Sorry for the deep dive into my mind but just thinking about 4 years ago v now it’s crazy.
I believe in you, really! you can do it. go get em tiger and don't be afraid to ask for the help you DO deserve. No doubt you've also learned a lot in these 4 years. time to marshal the ghosts of your past, to answer the clarion call of the present. 加油!
I’m way worse off than I was 4 years ago but I’m on the road back I hope, most days I don’t see how things can get better but some days I really push myself to keep working. Taking the LSAT in January been working hard studying and I really want it all to go well and things to get better because I look i have a serious problem with self loathing like I really think I’m a pos. Obviously my mental health isn’t going to magically get better if I do well on the test but I hope some personal achievement can help me change my self image a bit, just really in the gutter and most days I don’t feel like I deserve to be better.
Sorry for the deep dive into my mind but just thinking about 4 years ago v now it’s crazy.
I believe in you, really! you can do it. go get em tiger and don't be afraid to ask for the help you DO deserve. No doubt you've also learned a lot in these 4 years. time to marshal the ghosts of your past, to answer the clarion call of the present. 加油!