I'm 27 for the record.
Just feeling increasingly hopeless and that shit sucked when I was born and it'll still suck, possibly even more, by the time I die. Even if I live to be 100.
That humanity will reach a Star Trek-esque utopia eventually, but I was unlucky and born too early when everything's still terrible.
Even better, I think, is figure out how to live cheap and not put all your energy into a job. Take that time and energy and build relationships, do revolutionary organizing, make art/music, educate yourself
Living cheap is my specialty. I supported 2 of us as a grad student in a pretty expensive area.
I have too much social anxiety to start any organizing, but I've attended blm protests and donate whatever I can to causes.