I also believed in the antisemetic shit when I was a teenager. Started getting into the race realism bullshit too and fell for the imperialist propaganda. Literally never interacted with a black person on a personal level until I was 17. Made some friends on a photography forum and made some offhand remarks that alarmed them so they called me out on my bullshit. Eventually became a liberal but one of the aforementioned friends was a socialist who tried to radicalize me. Of course being a liberal I thought the Manifesto was the communism book so I thought I'd read it and refute it easily because my head was still in my ass but ended up agreeing with Marx. I'm cringing rn thinking about teenage me.