Honestly I tried it for the first time after a hook-up right before the pandemic (normally I just leave afterwards because aaaaaaaaa INTIMACY) and I found it hard. Like I was involuntarily trembling the whole time because I'm a real traumatized bitch and it made the girl I brought home super concerned. She was very kind but it really drove home how broken I am.
Honestly I tried it for the first time after a hook-up right before the pandemic (normally I just leave afterwards because aaaaaaaaa INTIMACY) and I found it hard. Like I was involuntarily trembling the whole time because I'm a real traumatized bitch and it made the girl I brought home super concerned. She was very kind but it really drove home how broken I am.