Programming is like the only thing I enjoy that pays money, fortunately it pays pretty well. I'm a CS major now but I feel like I'm betraying my values by doing something that pays so well. I know it's not necessarily bourgeois, definitely petite bourgeois but idk it still feels kinda gross
Just don't use your skills for evil. There are many programmers who spend their free-time working on open-source projects and contribute to the common good. Most libraries are open. You could have picked a thousand worse fields. And no one stops you from using your money to contribute to good causes either. What are you even talking about?