Trying to plan a wedding is super stressful. Not even something elaborate, just a small park ceremony and a back yard reception. There's so many little details and flipflopping its driving me nuts. Like if I didn't know i'd regret not having a nice little event, I'd say fuck it and go with a courthouse thing but fuckk man, I do want a little party. Just not at the expense of a damn house down payment. And with covid on top its just impossible.
before covid hit i was planning on throwing myself into wedding music to pay the bills but now not sure if people are still getting married and what kind of market there is for it
Have someone close to me getting married this month. I feel for you. They are on plan C right now for their honeymoon.
Starting work at a giant company. Lucky to have a job right now but good god if I hear "we're a family" one more time... Someone make me feel better about selling out to corporate life.
I am gonna run out of weed and vodka soon, but I just spent all my money on my first vehicle manufactured within the last 20 years so it looks like I'm sobering up for a month.
So.... very :( :) :(
Not too terrible. The George Floyd shit really has me embracing doomerism, but other than that I've had worse mornings.
I just woke up and made some coffee, so things are off to a good start. How are you?
Supposed to have a chat with my therapist today. I was never able to open up to her pre-pandemic in person and told her most things through writing. My parents think I should be video chatting with her but when I can’t even say the things I want to say I think sticking with texting is probably better. Incredible that I manage to totally waste this insane privilege I have, but that’s nothing new.
it may be a privilege but you should never feel bad for getting the help you need :af-heart:
I mean I agree with you, but I also feel that I don’t have the internal strength to take full advantage of it, which makes me feel worse about the whole thing
I think I failed all my exams, but I've been chill about it. They extended the regular study time for one semester.
I've been chilling for the last two days, drinking beers and playing eu4 all day. I'm planning to quit smoking, start meal-prepping and working out. I also have to prepare for the retakes. Man.
Thanks for asking OP :)
If you can learn EU4 then any exam will be a cakewalk! Good luck with the retakes, you can do it :D
