The thing is I have thought about it. And I understand very well my position in America. When I'm out with my group of friends that is almost always mixed I make sure to engage with the police when they harrras us. I've studied on the topic and know that I'll never actually understand what it's like to be black/brown in America. I know what the system is and know how to operate with in it and understand that I have that "privilege" It's more that my friend has always had a huge chip on his shoulder about the white man. And took a discussion we where having and turned it into a fight so he could own me and grand stand like a fucking lib.