Not great, slowly being subsumed by nihilism. Everything feels a little more pointless every day but the only thing more pointless than living is dying so here I am.
I'm not talking about life in general, I've already accepted that it's up to us to forge our own meanings in a meaningless world. I'm talking about me, specifically. I have major depression and it has robbed me of my ability to do really anything but post and be horny and drink too much beer. It feels pointless to be alive when you can't even try.
Not great, slowly being subsumed by nihilism. Everything feels a little more pointless every day but the only thing more pointless than living is dying so here I am.
That's the spirit. Embrace the absurdity of the universe, drink that cup of coffee, and never give the bastards an inch.
I'm not talking about life in general, I've already accepted that it's up to us to forge our own meanings in a meaningless world. I'm talking about me, specifically. I have major depression and it has robbed me of my ability to do really anything but post and be horny and drink too much beer. It feels pointless to be alive when you can't even try.