i always remembered that the rehab patients would make mock cigarettes of out paper to carry around even if it did nothing

i buy pens and lighters just to have something in my hand

now i understand though, i cant drink a beer without wanting something to smoke

im not even craving nicotine i just want to sit down and inhale something

  • GrouchyGrouse [he/him]
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    4 years ago

    Remember that the Nicotine only has a biological hold on you for about 3-4 days iirc. After that it's all a mind battle. I've lost that mind battle several times over the last decade. Don't feel bad if you relapse, you're only human, DickFuckarelli (love the name lol, I had to type it out) Good luck!