yep i remember seeing some sort of special on a trans porn actress and they basically made her out to be this absolutely crazy person that wanted a billion surgeries because she was addicted

and like... all that she really wanted was to fix a botched boob job after getting srs, ffs, and a boob job

i remember being like, disgusted at her due to the phrasing of it, but i also felt a lot of empathy towards her. it was weird growing up in a transphobic environment. id meet a lot of it with pure revulsion while also being disgusted at myself, very strange