Work has hinted they might fire me or redeploy me somewhere else if HR is to be believed. I'm actually not really all that upset about it, my feelings teeter between mild annoyance and relief as I hate my job anyway. My only real regret is I wasn't able to see a specialist to diagnose me before they could go through with the procedure. Who knows that maybe with some stronger meds I might have been able to cope and perform better. Oh well.