Greetings comrades and welcome to your mental health thread. How is everyone doing these days?
Thank you for sharing comrade! It's easier when we're screaming into the void together. What vidya are you playing?
Work has hinted they might fire me or redeploy me somewhere else if HR is to be believed. I'm actually not really all that upset about it, my feelings teeter between mild annoyance and relief as I hate my job anyway. My only real regret is I wasn't able to see a specialist to diagnose me before they could go through with the procedure. Who knows that maybe with some stronger meds I might have been able to cope and perform better. Oh well.
Pretty good. Just had a week to lock myself in my room alone and relax.
I'm straight up not having a good time. I'm trying to do all the good shit - meditate, get enough sleep, eat healthy, be physically active, write a journal, stay on top of errands and so on but I still feel like shit a lot of the time because none of the problems are in my head, it's all due to external factors that I have very little control of. I've been working on myself for years, the pandemic really fucked up my progress. I still have the energy to continue fighting on most days but I wish I didn't have to struggle so hard just to achieve the bare minimum of mental stability. Fucking hellworld :doomer:
Prozac has been amazing at stopping my OCD but some of the side effects suck. Not sure what to do about it, wait it out until they subside or act on it and tell my doctor? Still unsure if I have covid or not, my dad got his test done today. Mom's been drunk and fighting with me so I feel pretty shitty about all that. Waiting to see if she's going to get unemployment or not as well.
