Thanks. Yeah that's why I'm giving it the month here to see if it's built up enough in my brain to start working. Most days I feel so out of it, dizzy, headache, some confusion and it feels like my depression and OCD have become worse and not better. Right now I'm thinking these are all temporary side effects, hopefully. About my family, idk what to do. The idea of just walking out sounds pretty good, things just keep getting worse here.