is this an ADHD thing or at least part of it bc I'm still new to this whole knowing I have ADHD thing.

I've been mostly doing my work but sometimes I just ugh no motivation to do it and so I just lose out on those points and zoom classes have been so difficult so I haven't been to a lecture in like a month but now I'm playing catch up with recordings which at least I can watch them in 3x speed and it's just so daunting to yet again have another semester, what is this my 28th or 29th? where I've dug myself into a hole and I have to play the 25 hours of work a day to catch up but with each passing semester I want to put in that massive grind of effort less and less, and idk how I'm gonna do it this time, I've even got adderall now and I still don't feel like I have the willpower to do it.

idk this just kinda blows I always feel shitty about myself too bc like I always start off so good and tell myself this time will be different and then boom I fail just as hard