I really can't go back to that place. I get extremely close to just up and leaving every day that I'm there, usually within the first two hours of arriving. Yesterday I barely made it half an hour. Fuck the company and fuck the management.
I also have a bartending job where I make way more money in way less time, and while I was hoping to keep working both jobs to save up some money, that is by no means worth what I am doing to my body and overall quality of life.
But I am a good little late capitalist peasant, and even as I write this I start to feel bad for the company and for the management that I despise so much. I just want it to be over, but I don't know how to get out.
All this is to say that I'm about to just stop showing up, and I could use some help quashing the toxic guilt that is welling up inside me. Fuck this job.
It's done. Boss texted me when I didn't show up, and I responded by telling him I'm quitting
I loved it! Jack's best buy story really resonated with me! And so did the podcast itself, the way it both sincerely and ironically approached the topic of self care was fun and good