Mantikora [none/use any]

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Cake day: August 28th, 2024

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  • Thank you for your words. 🫂

    I know that it's been almost impossible to promote their campaigns lately, the amount of censorship is insane.

    I know I need to take care of myself and I will, because I am losing my physical strength to deal with all this shit. But the guilt that comes with it is unbearable.

    I have a psychiatrist... I didn't called her in months. I don't have energy for her gaslighting. I use her as a prescriber of my antidepressants and that's it. She doesn't understand my grieve and my pain, to her it's all self-sabotage. People like her... I don't like people like her. People who ignore the reality because it's easier.

    I feel like Gaza is the grave of humanity. I don't understand nothing anymore... How's it possible that we are protesting against this genocide and no one in the power can't do anything? They're all so incompetent that they allow IOF and settlers to scare the UN aid workers from entering Gaza. Where are the UN forces to accompany them? Are they all so afraid of Israel that they can only talk about the genocide and famine and do nothing?

    God, I'm so angry...



  • My friend just informed me she lost her brother in law and her niece. Killed in bombings. Three weeks ago she lost her father.

    Since burial costs 300$ or else the bodies end in a mass grave, I'm kindly asking if anyone can donate to http://spot.fund/lj4zktsc

















  • I saw your post on reddit. I promoted some campaigns for Gazans here, hope yours will gain attraction here since you personally posted it. 🙏

    My heart is devastated for what you are going through. I'm every day on call with my Gazan families I help to and I live your suffering with you, but no one can understand the complexity of horrors you're going through but you yourself. Watching videos and photos is not being there and I really hope more and more people will start to donate directly to families while this crime against Palestinian people continues. Because what you're going through is surreal apocalyptic horror and you need our support.

    Save as much clothes as you can. What you can't take, give to people in need. I know there's no safe space in Gaza, but stay safe. I'm very worried about all of you. Oh, and if you have any medicine left in the house, take it.

    I pray for you, even though I'm an atheist. I pray for this to end, every day. May Allah continue to watch over you, give you strength and courage. Stay safe, sister.

    The rest of the readers: PLEASE, DONATE. 🙏🙏










  • Do you have anyone you could talk to or know a local group that also cares about this like you do? They might be organizing protests or vigils.

    I probably do, but knowing myself, I wouldn't be long in the group because I am kind of a loner. I chat a lot with people from other countries who are donating religiously like me, but we're all in sort of despair.

    I mean, this really needs to stop. We are all affected by this. Fascism is raging and this needs to stop.

    If I wasn't on lexapro, I would probably be in a hospital. This way I am able to function. People usually say they can't cry on lexapro. Well, go and watch online genocide and I guarantee you will cry your heart out. I've cried so much.

    I really can't stand the fact that those people don't eat, don't sleep and have to see butchered loved ones every single day. The horrors they're facing every single day. Why is that allowed? Why our voices don't mean anything? Why their suffering doesn't matter shit to stupid governments? How is this possible?!


  • I do think that we all deserve a distraction sometimes and taking a break from reading the news sometimes can actually help us gain strength to fight harder (depends on the person I suppose).

    I manage to distract myself, but it doesn't last. The thing is, I've connected to those two young people from Gaza and this became personal to me. It's not just "people are being genocided", it's "my friends are going through hell". I wonder how families abroad who have someone in Gaza feel if I am fucked up like this. But I've met Palestinians, they're incredibly patient and resilient and noble... They endure pain like it's natural to them and in a way it is, they're experiencing it for generations now. Jesus, it's all so fucked up...





  • Balkan perspective here. You see, when you're 18, you can work. If you mean to be an adult and live with your parents, you should contribute. If you're a lazy fuck, your parents should kick you out, they're not responsible for you anymore. Me and my brother didn't pay rent, but as soon we hit adulthood and started to work, we started to financially help our mom to support her and we do it even now when we don't live with her anymore. I don't see anything wrong with this. In the end, this is just one of the ways you learn how to adult.