Ngl, taking it into my own hands means getting my ass kicked by a bunch of drunk guys that are already just throwing glass bottles around at each other, I'm not very big. I guess I'm making the assumption that they're rich because I've never seen anyone else have this level of indecency to the people around them.

What would you do if a group of people was outside your home creating a disturbance and refusing to knock it off? Would you call the cops or find a different solution?

Outcomes better than where? I mean we are ok in some locations but our life expectancy has decreased for the past 3 consecutive years. Maternal mortality is insanely high.

And the outcome inequality is so outrageous. In the rich suburb of my city, outcomes and life expectancy are on par with the best in the world (like Japan), while just a 30 minute drive away downtown life expectancy is equivalent to some war torn countries.

Hard to be proud of Nordic countries when their prosperity is dependent on imperialism though. What do you mean large cities in China inflict psychic damage?

As much as I hate patriotism here, I always feel a little bit of joy in pointing out all the ways patriots break the flag code... I'm not sure why

I have faith that things will get better, that's why I stick through it. Similarly, if anyone I know knew what she has said they would not support me staying with her, but they wouldn't understand that it's something she just does not mean in reality. It's like she literally becomes delusional and lives outside of reality for a few hours. Now I am working on trying not to sacrifice my self respect, the plan now is to just stop responding when she splits. The only thing that really shakes me is the uncertainty that she will do something extreme when she splits.

Thank you for sharing, that gives me much hope :)

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Nice try cop

I somehow doubt that but I’ll keep it in mind

Yes I agree, this is why I stipulated that only everyone who is psychologically capable should. I know it’s impossible to know whether it’s for you or not until you try it, but retrospectively, it seems like people who are in a similar headspace to me and don’t have that kind of psychological trauma or predisposition to psychotic/dissociative disorders can really gain something from the experience.

Never was with the right person before that I felt comfortable with. We decided a few months ago, but finding any was a bitch, it seems like supply is extremely low in our area since festivals haven't really been going on during the pandemic

The trip was amazing, it had me thinking "literally everybody (who is psychologically capable) should do this." And I'm not into drugs at all, only other thing I've ever done is alcohol.

It kinda blew my expectations out of the water. I expected to see brighter colors or maybe have some scary hallucinations that my body was melting or something (I honestly half expected to have a nightmare trip even though I was in a good headspace). The visuals that stood out the most to me actually sound really mundane when I explain them. While I was sitting on my porch, there was a lot of dust on the table; you could wipe away some of the dust and leave behind some squiggly shapes. As the acid kicked in, these squiggly shapes started to dance around a lot and that mesmerized me. We also went for a walk through our neighborhood and the geometric patterns I saw in the grass were amazing, it was like these thousands of tesseracts constantly moving around in sync.

I accidentally took two tabs for this trip. My girlfriend didn't have a test kit, but I read online that stomach acid destroys NBOME's but not LSD. So I swallowed the first tab. Didn't feel anything for two hours, and my girlfriend took it normally and confirmed that it was acid (not her first trip). So I figured I had ruined the first tab and took another the normal way. I have no way of knowing if the first tab kicked in too or not, but I was far more out of it than she was. At the peak, I blacked out and don't really remember much of what we did unfortunately and I forgot a lot of the crazier things that I saw. I do remember that I was hallucinating other people's faces on her head and for some reason it almost looked digitized, like I would see her smiling and then it would look like a computer glitch and then she would have a different expression.

The main thing that I wanted to experience was how music sounded, and man did that blow my fucking mind. I damn near cried during the outro of War Pigs it sounded so amazing. I also gotta say, for YEARS I have been pretty adamant that I thought DSOTM was an overrated album and that Pink Floyd was pretty bland. Fans (and my friend) always seem to say "oh you just have to hear them while you're tripping" and I always roll my eyes. I mean, how good can an album be if you have to be drugged to enjoy it? The answer, I discovered, is pretty damn amazing. DSOTM sounded so beautiful while I was tripping that I just kept listening to it on repeat, instead of listening to my favorite album TPAB (which is what I was planning on listening to). Even now when I am sober, my perspective on the album has completely shifted, I've been enjoying the hell out of it for the past couple days.

Because the experience was so strong (I think both tabs kicked in for me), I didn't have a lot of time for any introspecting so I didn't have many profound thoughts other than "I gotta do this again." I remember at one point I wanted to microwave a muffin but I for some reason didn't have the motivation to do it. It was like acid put me in a constant state of "about to do something..." like I would have an idea, but then it would take forever to convince myself to actually do it. Once I got the muffin in the microwave, I didn't have the mental faculties to figure out how to use the microwave. I had to get my girlfriend to help and we double teamed it lol.

Lastly, the only really bad part of the trip was when I went to the bathroom and I hallucinated that I pissed my pants and I was terrified that I would have to go explain to my girlfriend that this drug made me incontinent. The comedown wasn't nearly as bad as I expected, we just felt drained with no appetite and constantly had to go to the bathroom, but otherwise we were completely fine the next day.

No lol I'm not spiritual at all and could never find myself making a centrist argument! I damn near forgot most of the things I was thinking about while tripping anyway :\

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Yes

Unfortunately I haven't had a lot of time to keep up with my favorite shows lately. I recently rewatched The Americans (the greatest show of all time) and have been watching a lot of Curb and Seinfeld lately.

You?

She did too

I regret to inform everybody that I did

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Fuckin sick, maybe I'll watch with my girlfriend