Cursed to be attracted to people who mostly aren't interested in cishet white men I guess
This is apparently a super common thought for trans women who haven't realized yet. Along the lines of "why do I keep ending up attracted to lesbians?"
I've explored this thoughtspace and I'm pretty secure in my gender, really, just not in the idea of being manly or masculine in the traditional sense. Since, you know, that requires integrating with patriarchy and controlling people with violence.
This is apparently a super common thought for trans women who haven't realized yet. Along the lines of "why do I keep ending up attracted to lesbians?"
I've explored this thoughtspace and I'm pretty secure in my gender, really, just not in the idea of being manly or masculine in the traditional sense. Since, you know, that requires integrating with patriarchy and controlling people with violence.