I’ve found myself interacting my gender much more through theoreticals than through actually trying anything and it’s been hellish. I need to start actually doing stuff but I’m terrified of how I’m going to be perceived.
I’ve found myself interacting my gender much more through theoreticals than through actually trying anything and it’s been hellish. I need to start actually doing stuff but I’m terrified of how I’m going to be perceived.
What’s with the whole “holding back my dysphoria” thing? It feels like I make progress and then if I don’t continue making progress I regress. There’s no proper stagnancy which is weird.
Pretty sure it's just Hedonistic Treadmill phenomenon
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hedonic_treadmill