I've decided to tell my mom I'm trans, probably this week or the next. I know she'll be supportive, but I've been worried (probably irrationally) that she might feel sad or hurt. Which is kind of a dumb reason, because I know if it was up to her she'd want to know anyway. but I'm still nervous about it.

I think she might have figured it out anyway. I live pretty far away from my family, but I've seen them a couple times the last two months, and even though I was boymoding I know I still appear pretty different than I did before, and some of the things she said to me on the phone lately made me think she suspects something's up.