even more bluntly: What were those completely and utterly ridiculous thoughts that you had in hindsight that make you wonder how on earth you ever even managed to convince yourself that you were cis? I'll start:
I remember browsing through a bunch of trans memes on reddit (already very cisgenderly) and I kept coming across ones that were some variation on stepping out of a time machine to meet your past self as a different gender. For maybe about 2 months until I realized that it really was true, I admitted to myself and two of my close friends who are both trans women that i would just not be surprised if I stepped out of the time machine from the future as a trans woman. my only thoughts on that were basically to laugh it and say "yeah that tracks". Somehow I could admit that I think it's totally plausible to be a trans girl in the future yet still be 100% cis
anyone have any other fun thoughts like that?
i read a book where the main character magically turned into a girl after kissing his elbow and the next time my parents were out of the house for a bit i spent 3 hours trying to kiss my elbow before i hurt myself and was SO SAD it didn't work
frantically tries to kiss her elbow to see if it makes her binary trans, transitions her further or turns her transmasc
it would probably just increase my gay level anyway, i can just wait for that to happen naturally
I tried that too and was mostly disappointed that I couldn't lick my elbow. I stayed cis tho