The "faking it" feeling was very much something i felt when i first learned i was trans. So much so that for the first couple of months i tried to supress any thoughts about being trans and just tried to be cis which just felt awful.
Honestly I sometimes feel normal and good 10+ years on and I suddenly begin to think I'm faking it now. Hilarious. I feel normal cause most of my shit is done
The "faking it" feeling was very much something i felt when i first learned i was trans. So much so that for the first couple of months i tried to supress any thoughts about being trans and just tried to be cis which just felt awful.
Honestly I sometimes feel normal and good 10+ years on and I suddenly begin to think I'm faking it now. Hilarious. I feel normal cause most of my shit is done
It's normal to like you're faking it when nothing feels natural, I think. That changes over time (I'm sure)