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  • Chronicon [they/them]
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    4 months ago

    Sometimes I wish I felt at all fulfilled with online interactions but I just don't. I've never been able to make lasting connections online.

    I go out quite a bit just to keep from going stir crazy in my apartment, with some success, but it is stressful spending that whole time masking and performing A Gender (derogatory), and I don't have a lot to show for it...

    Some acquaintances at places I'm a regular at, some nice memories with friends, a burning hole in my wallet, and a lot of lost free time that could have been used for self care (but wouldn't have either way so I guess there's no real loss there). It helps my mental health for sure, but only to a point.

    • ashinadash [she/her]
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      4 months ago

      A Gender (derogatory)

      This fucks, I am gonna use this going forward. But yeah that's sort of what I feel too, would be nice to know people irl but, the fucking strain holy shit. I guess to me I consider it more harmful than helpful to my mental health...