I'm heavyset so maybe its slightly different but there is no way I'm showing at all and i've been on E the same amount of time as estradoll (high dose monotherapy, no AAs). Nobody has any clue that I haven't told explicitly. I spent 4 days at a cabin going swimming and stuff at a cabin with family that I'm not out to and got nary a sideways glance. Even once I am showing a little I'm confident nobody will assume HRT, just weight gain or smth. I can feel the difference, but visually its actually not there at all yet.
But yeah. Its for sure scary to do something like that without a plan. But you would have a lot of runway to figure one out if you did decide to. Hope you can get out on your own soon!
I'm heavyset so maybe its slightly different but there is no way I'm showing at all and i've been on E the same amount of time as estradoll (high dose monotherapy, no AAs). Nobody has any clue that I haven't told explicitly. I spent 4 days at a cabin going swimming and stuff at a cabin with family that I'm not out to and got nary a sideways glance. Even once I am showing a little I'm confident nobody will assume HRT, just weight gain or smth. I can feel the difference, but visually its actually not there at all yet.
But yeah. Its for sure scary to do something like that without a plan. But you would have a lot of runway to figure one out if you did decide to. Hope you can get out on your own soon!