You're past the gatekeeping now, so you should have more room to explore gender expression beyond the stereotype that was expected of you, right? Maybe just take some time to try out more masculine or gender neutral presentation when going outside, and see how you feel about it.
And just a word of advice regarding HRT. You might already know this, but you shouldn't 100% trust that they know what they're doing when it comes to HRT dosages. It's sadly very common for trans people to be prescribed far too low doses of estrogen, or way too high doses of cyproterone, so be sure to do your own HRT research, and if possible always get a copy of the blood test results.
And just a word of advice regarding HRT. You might already know this, but you shouldn't 100% trust that they know what they're doing when it comes to HRT dosages. It's sadly very common for trans people to be prescribed far too low doses of estrogen, or way too high doses of cyproterone, so be sure to do your own HRT research, and if possible always get a copy of the blood test results.
You're past the gatekeeping now, so you should have more room to explore gender expression beyond the stereotype that was expected of you, right? Maybe just take some time to try out more masculine or gender neutral presentation when going outside, and see how you feel about it.
And just a word of advice regarding HRT. You might already know this, but you shouldn't 100% trust that they know what they're doing when it comes to HRT dosages. It's sadly very common for trans people to be prescribed far too low doses of estrogen, or way too high doses of cyproterone, so be sure to do your own HRT research, and if possible always get a copy of the blood test results.
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