alright gang, we need another win over the news mega this week! keep those numbers up and keep being trans as hell 
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dysphoria, surgery talk, frustration
I want to only be excited for my consult and eventual surgery, but it's completely poisoned by my situation. I try to be very positive about this, but this will get me to maybe 50% of where my body used to be. sometimes it's hard to be excited for that, hard to be excited to have a big scar on my arm. I just want to be excited and happy, but instead I'm basically a shell of the optimistic person I once was (though I am trying very hard to get her back)
suicidal ideation
I've already decided it's phallo or I'm done, I'm not letting my life be defined by a passive sadness and regret. I hope when I finish recovery and I reassess that I feel I got close enough to what I want, but that's not really for me to worry about now