I wear basketball shorts to work out and shit is so annoying

    • LeylaLove [she/her, love/loves]
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      20 days ago

      Maybe it's just because I have bottom dysphoria and a massive cock, but I feel like it's kinda hard not to notice a whole fuckin sub sandwich stuffed down someone's pants. I don't look at people's genital areas, it makes me feel invasive, but some people are too well endowed not to notice

      • HexBeara [none/use name]
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        20 days ago

        I literally never check out dudes' packages and it's probably due to the homophobia I experienced as a child lmao. I wouldn't even be able to reliably locate and grab a peen unless it's just underwear and it's absolutely TURGID

        • LeylaLove [she/her, love/loves]
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          20 days ago

          I get that, I identify as bi, but there's a lot of internalized homophobia and trauma from men that keeps me from ever being sexual with them. I guess it's just a level of intimacy I don't feel comfortable giving, even if it's a one way street like looking at someone

          The only time I can remember ever looking at someone else's dick was when I was in a parking lot in the city facing the sidewalk. Some guy running on the side walk was fucking HUNG and was not wearing compression shorts. You could see that shit flopping a solid foot in front of him. And I'm just in the front seat of the car, unable to really avert my gaze anywhere else. I wasn't seeking it, but I definitely saw it

          • HexBeara [none/use name]
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            20 days ago

            Probably TMI,

            Yeah only some dudes can get it but I'm still truly stuck on one I never came out to... And one that ghosted me but that might've been strictly for the dickly because he was a lib who bought stocks in crypto and preordered a cybertruck. Otherwise they feel great on the prostate(they=male penis havers, since I've not sought out anyone trans because I don't wanna be called a chaser and won't bother someone t4t because I'm not sure if, imo, my trans ness is valid, even though I've had so many various egg thoughts since I've been young, but with the latest struggle session, feel like I lack the required internalized misandry I guess. Would be nice to feel the touch of a woman again though ngl. ;3 Plus if I'm accidentally microdosing(intentionally being fed copious amounts of) estradiol because my trans partner dropped ( carefully measured and folded in) their (our) medication(tiddie Skittles) , I guess I could live with the results(as long as I'd fuck me and I could reach my transition goals [somewhere between beetle o roukes recent burning man post and leanbeefpatty, and idk definitely a bit of healthy chonkyness like a few exes or lovers I've had ] ) Girth is def worth, length is overrated. shrug-outta-hecks

            • ShinkanTrain@lemmy.ml
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              20 days ago

              Your transness is valid dipshit, it came free with your fucking Xbox the concept of identity

              • HexBeara [none/use name]
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                19 days ago

                Yeah yeah. But I feel like it's been largely unexplored, cept the porniness aspect and attempting to visualize via SC filters. Guess I gotta take a couple Skittles when I can afford them and if it's not for me then I'll stop. But I prolly won't :3