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  • rtstragedy [fae/faer, she/her]
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    3 months ago
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    Taking a month off would slap, you not have enough pto for that?

    I would if it were the beginning of the year, but I've been steadily taking the 4 weeks so far, just had a week off week before last, and I took my actual birthday day off this week, so that's at least nice. Could do it next year ... hmm. Also holidays are coming up too, 2 weeks is nice.

    I wonder if they'd be amenable to an unpaid month off for me... I bet they'd prefer that to me quitting lol

    I hope whatever you do is good for you and breaks this cycle of dread for you. I beleaf in you.

    There was a time where I thought a full-time job was impossible for me, so this is already a huge improvement. Usually I remind myself that all I need to do is show up. I don't need to be in perfect form, or even right on time, I just need to be present. That's what they want. Everything is easier if I can make it that far. And I don't need to be perfect in every way, or even competent in every way.

    Maybe I'll sneak in a draft of a post in the morning then. I should take screenshots, maybe over lunch... I gotta figure out how to get a book into VR so that i can read in Riven (although canonically this is a really stupid idea the world is breaking apart and you probably have very little time to do <plot>, it's got those vibes). alas, the tech isn't there yet sicko-wistful